It’s the 5th day of you and the kids are here and to be honest, I quite enjoy spending time with him together. We went to day trips, beach, swimming pool and I was really happy, and the kids are really happy. It gave me a chance to bond with them and I had a great time with him too.

I want to be a mother, birth or not, but I want to nurture someone that I love. He played piano at my place and I was surprised that he was able to play it quite well.

At the moment, I’m just gonna leave it to God. Before they came, I asked for a signal, clear signal, which is to get along with the kids means we can move forward. Now I guess me and the kids are okay, I’m looking for more signals.